Matt W Cook

writer.former fundamentalist.christianly fellow

Month: May, 2007

The Cursed Muck-rake

Reading the second part of The Pilgrim’s Progress. In the Interpreter’s house Christiana is shown something that I’ll just reproduce here with little or no comment.

The Interpreter takes them apart again, and has them first into a room where was a man that could look no way but downwards, with a muck-rake in his hand. There stood, also, one over his head with a celestial crown in his hand, and proffered him that crown for his muck-rake; but the an did neither look up nor regard, but raked to himself the straws, the small sticks, and the dust of the floor.
Then said Christiana, I persuade myself that I know somewhat the meaning of this; for this is the figure of a man of this world: is it not, good sir?
INTERPRETER. Thou hast said right, said he, and his muck-rake doth show his carnal mind. And whereas thou seest him rather give heed to rake up straws and sticks and the dust of the floor, than to do what he says that calls to him from above with the celestial crown in his hand; it is to show that heaven is but a fable to some, and that things here are counted the only things substantial. Now, whereas, it was also showed thee that the man could look no way but downwards, it is to let thee know that the earthly things, when they are with power upon men’s minds, quite carry their hearts away from God.
CHRISTIANA. Then said Christiana, O deliver me from this muck-rake!
INTERPRETER. That prayer, said the Interpreter, has lain by till it is almost rusty: ‘Give me not riches,’ is scarce the prayer of one of ten thousand. (Prov. xxx. 8.) Straws, and sticks, and dust, with most, are the great things now looked after.
With that Christiana and Mercy wept, and said, It is, alas! too true.

Too true.

PS – I wrote this last week. Now I’m in Murree and giddy. My biggest problem is now the cold. Lovin’ it. Pics to come.

Rest

It took God six days to make the cosmos. Six days. Six days to throw the trillions of stars throughout the vacuum of space. Six days to design and perfectly place the billions of chemicals in the DNA strand of a housefly. Six days to order countless plants, comets, asteroids, galaxies and other unknown phenomena on their intricate courses. Six days to determine with exactness the millions of creatures to inhabit this little planet. Six days to make the things we have been straining to study ever since we noticed them. Six days to make all that we would ever know while we breathed air. Six days to make the deepest depths and the highest heights. Only six days. What does this say? This says it was all easy. He didn’t even break a sweat. One week’s work and that was it. No big deal. Just flexing his muscles.

But there is another job he has been working on for far longer. One that will have an infinitely more glorious result than the entire cosmos. “I go to prepare a place for you”, said Christ almost two thousand years ago. The universe was made in six days. Christ has been designing the saints’ everlasting rest for about 720,145 days now. Divide that by six days and we could dare to estimate that the everlasting abode of man with God will be 120,024 times more glorious, more pleasurable and more joyful than the beautiful work of art we inhabit now.

These are dangerous thoughts because they are speculative. I cannot dare to suggest what the next life will be like when the prophets themselves could only give us vague pictures. I merely want to bring out this beautiful and deadly point: The next world is inconceivably better in every respect than this one. This world is grand. The pleasures the world offers are amazing, so much that you could spend your entire life toying with the things we find here and never be bored. So much to be explored, just on our little planet, not to mention the amazing wonders that seem to wait on the other bodies flying through space. This world has much to offer. But the next world has 120,000 times more to offer.

And nothing in the next world will hurt or distract. It will all point us to the greatest good. It will all be beneficial. It will all fill us with joy. And not just any joy, but joy in the Beloved. Joy in Christ. Most of the pleasure in this world have been perverted and desecrated by our sinful natures, but we shan’t be able to ruin the pure joy of the New Earth. We won’t be able to slowly kill ourselves with pleasure like we do here. Rather every pleasure will lead us onward to newer and fuller pleasures and every pleasure will be in God.

But why should we think about this? I can think of two reasons. The first is just to sit and employ

The mind and heart to understand
And love the sovereign Lord who planned
That it should take eternity
To lavish all his grace on me.

The second flows from the first. We count all as loss compared to the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus our Lord. For his sake we can suffer the loss of all things and rightly count them as rubbish compared to the prize to be given to us. To own and control the entire universe is a prize to small for me. A place 120,000 times better than this plane will be my house and a creator infinitely greater than that will be my spouse. And so I throw off the world and it’s pleasures like a dirty garment and get ready to change for my wedding.

On Loving God

The religion of God can be summed up in these words, “Love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul and mind. And love your neighbor as yourself.” There is, of course, much more to it than that in regards to necessary doctrine and right thinking about God, but the heart of the practical nature of true religion is this. Love God, love man. Luther is quoted as saying, “Love God and do whatever you please.” The idea is that when you truly love God whatever you desire will be good. When God is the center of your affections there will be no desire in you that is contrary to him. When you really love God you are rendered incapable of sin. That’s right, I said incapable.

And yet sin exists within the lives of believers. Why? Every sin can be traced to a primary problem of disobedience to the greatest commandment. And disobedience to the greatest command is arguably the greatest sin. It is also the greatest tragedy. Unlove to God will always lead us to sadness. We were not made for this world and we have found very clearly that nothing in this world will ever satisfy us. The only thing that can make us happy is the greatest good. This brings us the explanation of why God commands that we praise him. The praise of what we love completes our joy in that thing. God knows that we will only be truly satisfied in gazing at him because he is not wrong in thinking himself the greatest good in the universe.

Unfortunately I’m broken. I’m broken, blind and stupid. My body rules my mind and my affections point in random directions. I hate it. I feel like I want to rip something out of my chest. Like there are physical creatures living in me screwing up everything. Do you ever feel that way? I hate it. I want it to end it. I want to love God. But I can’t. Can you? Can you sustain a constant love to God that guides your heart and your walk? What’s the trick? What’s the secret? How do we win when all the powers of hell are thrown against us?

Did we in our own strength confide, our striving would be losing;
Were not the right Man on our side, the Man of God’s own choosing:
Dost ask who that may be? Christ Jesus, it is He;
Lord Sabaoth, His Name, from age to age the same,
And He must win the battle.

I live

I made it back to Kunri. Cancel your rescue missions. Or, rather, change your rescue missions into visit missions. A few more days and I’ll be going on a bit of a computer fast. Not because I’m overtly righteous or anything, rather because I’m moving soon and I need to give my in-law’s computer back. I hope to be up and running again before long. Wait for me. I’m coming.

Trouble’s brewing…

I’m in Karachi. I shouldn’t be. Read this.

For now I’m stuck in the city. Everything has shut down (except for this lovely Internet cafe. Last night Ruth and I were staying walking distance from Sharah-e-faisal, the road on which most of this crap went down. Not too pleasant. It was quite hard to find food last night. Buses aren’t running today and likely not tomorrow either. Things are rough. I’m not pleased with the MQM these days. I have a blog post written on my laptop, but I won’t be able to post it until I get back to Kunri. Pray for this country. Those who have influence here do not use it for good.

All is safe now. The only danger was yesterday. Don’t worry about us. But pray for this hurting country.

Ariel

Ariel

Found this in my wanderings in the web. One sentance gave me a bitter-sweet laugh:

“Ariel may have been hot inside long ago, but it’s cold now.”

Doh!

Anyway, I’m off to Karachi, see you there!

Object lessons

You


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Christ

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Anything else

Questions?

Smells like chicken

Do you remember Nirvana? Remember that song with the words that no-one could understand? Here’s the chorus:

With the lights off
It’s less dangerous.
Here we are now
Entertain us.
I feel stupid
And contagious
Here we are now
Entertain us
A mulatto
An albino
A mosquito
My libido

This song is meant as a picture of the world system we are from. Cobain said that he felt a duty “to describe what I felt about my surroundings and my generation and people my age.”(ref) A friend of Cobain’s said “Kurt really despised the mainstream. That’s what “Smells Like Teen Spirit” was all about: The mass mentality of conformity.”(ref) So let’s break it down.

With the lights off
It’s less dangerous.

Better to be ignorant than in trouble. Our culture is blatantly anti-intellectual in most circles.

Here we are now
Entertain us

The replacement for the intellectualism we abandoned is entertainment. Not just a desire for it but a demand for it. The worst thing to be is bored.

I feel stupid
And contagious

The natural result of this, of course, is stupidity. Not just any stupidity but one that transfers itself to others. The idea of ‘cool’ forces us away from diligence and the pursuit of anything useful.

a mulatto
An albino
A mosquito
My libido

Respectively controversy, interesting yet trivial things, useless things and sex. These four represent the new entertainment we want. You can look at popular media and you’ll see that the most popular things are those that are controversial, trivial, useless or sexual. This is probably not unique to our age, but it is certainly more evident now than ever. Looking at the author’s life we can see where such a worldview will end. Depression, pointlessness, boredom and death. Thank God there is an alternative.